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[15 Nov 2009|03:10pm] |
Hey fuckface,
I think your stupid pictures are pretty. I was gonna tell you that you have motifs now, on your stupid livejournal, but I'm not allowed.
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[26 Jul 2009|01:39am] |
I'm not a star-gazing person, so much. But goddamn, does the sky up here make you actually realize that we're floating in space (also, that you have the most beautiful face).
Reading World War Z. I never really read the Zombie survival guide. It was just on Hallie and Jacek's toilet for a while. But man, I am having the best time with it.
Also of note, I did sixteen hours of travel with three little girls, aged six, three, and one, with zero cigarettes. Hear me fucking roar.
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[10 Jun 2009|10:18am] |
I am people purging. And convinced this is a good thing. Some of it was/is gonna be messy, but the best break-up went like this:
Me: Darlin', I'm afraid this just ain't gonna work out. Things have come up.
Him: Fair enough, see ya around, girl.
Loves it, right? I shoulda slept with him, but that would have brought buckets of drama from other ends.
So I'm givin' up Highland Coffee. Too much people there, and the one person that I would like to continue dating in the incredibly cute way that we have been can be found other places. We're gonna see Up together. It's gonna be the best.
Also have a date with my brother, to introduce him to the TARC system. I missed the sustainable city thing on transportation, but apparently the two epic failures of making this city accessible (TARC and the fuckers building the bike loop) were both there, neither of whom had good ideas to fix 'em. But I have hope. We just need more moneys.
I'm thinkin' Matt and I are gonna take the 31 downtown (well, obviously) get us some Saffier, and take the 23 to Longest (It'll take me back, I'm sure, even though I've decided that Ray's is my new coffee shop. It'll prolly help me quit smokin'.) and then catch the 55 back to Springhurst. If I'd been a little more outgoing and less controlled freshman year, I woulda done that loop every fuckin' day. Especially with that hour wait for the 31 they screwed us into.
If I stay in San Francisco, I will be taking classes on organic farming, linux/unix programming, spanish/latin american film, garmet-sewing, American sign language, and motorcycle maintainance. There is no way not to be excited about this. I need to do some tarot readings/flow charts to make sure this is what I want to do.
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[09 Feb 2009|10:58pm] |
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I left the city. Please leave me fucking alone.
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[08 Feb 2009|06:48pm] |
Weather gets warmer, I get more hopeful. There are some cuties in this city I'd like to know better.
There's rollerskatin' to be done. And bike acquisition. I'm pretty set on it by now.
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[27 Jan 2009|06:49pm] |
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This time, it's personal.
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[18 Jan 2009|09:56am] |
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My hair has been ruined for me and now I hate it so much. I don't know what I'm going to do, but I don't want to look like what I now perceive to be a braindead emo dyke anymore.
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[17 Jan 2009|09:07pm] |
Slowly, but hopefully surely, I am beginning to identify the habits I have here that are different from my habits in Louisville, so that I can find myself again. Like today, I realized that I have this high-pitched, patronizing voice that I only us in Montreal. And I use it with people I'm trying to like.
So far, though, I have not figured out how to not do so.
I wonder if for the rest of my life, I will be unable to access my normal self when not in the city of Louisville. The whole world seems so foreign.
You can never go home, right? Maybe this is my inability to accept change. But the second I get here, I feel like an extra. Which I imagine is why I am quiet at parties and whatnot. Cigarettes taste like reality, though. But only Bali Shag.
I play possessive butch girlfriend pretty well. I was all about it.
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[08 Jan 2009|04:48pm] |
Dear Women's Travel Sling from Stockroom.com,
Why are you so expensive? And also, why are you so leather? I know these two problems are related, and neither is enough to keep me from wanting you so bad.
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[05 Jan 2009|01:53pm] |
Architecture cafe, are you trying to kill me? I will surely starve without you.
Things are good. I've still got my NRE with this semester at McGill, which is why I'm probably going to be foolish enough to stick with Linguistic Theory and its Foundations. But, maybe I will make the right decision.
Have people to put my energy into. Lots of little relationships.
Chillin' with JP made me acutely aware of how much I am not submissive. And that's pretty okay.
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[30 Dec 2008|10:15pm] |
Mmph, Little Jackie is totally doing it for me. As is my fucking wet-your-panties haircut.
I would also like to announce that just yesterday I sampled the unicorn of dishes at Karma, the vegetable lasagna. What the hell has happened to that place? They have waiters with working memories.
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[22 Dec 2008|12:14pm] |
Yesterday, I saw tin girls and giant squids. Thank you, Smithsonian.
In the car ride to my other grandparents house, I decided that I'm going to turn the play I've been working on into a comic. That is mostly pornograpic. It's much more convenient, in the long run. Unfortunately, my own artistic talent is dissatisfying for this particular project. Dear Eric Schoenek, will you please make my ideas happen? They are very good ideas, I promise.
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[13 Dec 2008|02:06pm] |
Bettie Page is dead.
When the twenty snow plows have blocked off the street, it feels like curfew in the new police state.
Also, I beat Ocarina of Time. I wonder if I was killing my childhood, too, in that last blow against Ganon.
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[12 Dec 2008|01:26am] |
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I wonder whether my frequent choice of the multiple-type characters in Smash Bros (Olimar and the Ice Climbers) is an expression of my conception of my self as plural, or a symptom of my fear of being alone.
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[20 Nov 2008|04:38pm] |
The king of pentacles is basically master of the material. He's usually the successful business man, but I don't care to much about the capitalist aspect of it. So, taking that away, you still have someone who suffers the faults of material awareness. He expresses affection through gifts. He's somewhat possessive and expects too much loyalty. He deals with emotional, spiritual, and intellectual problems within the physical domain.
Just so you know.
Also, I've started taking St. John's wart.
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[17 Nov 2008|05:06pm] |
I am like Ziezie (our clawless cat) in my dependency, but not cute enough for it to be a sustainable situation.
Just a whole world of sore.
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[13 Nov 2008|02:16pm] |
I actually wrote some of that philosophy paper? Holy shit?
That's pretty much all I got. I have got to come to terms with the fact that some people are not my friends. Well, at least not the way I do friends. 'Cause I sure as fuck wouldn'ta done that to you.
Then again, I am like a germanshepherdbear or something. Ain't nobody fuckin' with my people. Especially, especially kin. Which is why I may have to kick some asses when I go home for Thanksgiving.
Which I get to do, which I'm pretty excited about.
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